Monday, January 25, 2010

Whatever it is youre thinking about, it doesn't matter

I feel as though this whole world has gone mad. Everybody has lost their sense of being. I rarely see true profound friendships anymore. Honesty is a thing of the past. People lack even minute senses of morality. Nobody has your back, everybody talks about one another. Everyone's fake. Everyone only cares about what they look like and what other people think of them, trying to impress only the audience of people they deem superior to them, to achieve some sense of purpose. I see chances for true love thrown right out the window because a materialistic mindset is at play and only goes for what the soul wants, and not what the soul needs. Greed. Money. Sex.
Why does this all matter? What does money possibly buy anyone that can bring them happiness that goes beyond the physical life of a product until it breaks down and wears away? Why? All I can ask myself is why? People think that the only way to be happy is to not live in the moment, but to intoxicate themselves with substances, be it liquid or solid,and not even remember a thing that happened. People live to forget. I want to live and remember the way I lived my life, and I want to be able to say I did something worthwhile, something that made me a better person, not a more fun person, or prettier, or richer person, but a better human being to say the least.

People get turned off by people who feel connections with another human being and actually pursue a strong friendship or relationship. When somebody truly cares, its creepy, or overwhelming, or annoying, yet they go about their lives wondering why they can't seem to find a decent guy, or girl, or friend. We overlook the tiny details that define what makes a wonderful companion for us in our lives, to what makes a person just another body who is just going to come in and out of your life.

What does it take to make us learn? What will it take to make us appreciate someone for everything they're worth? I guess everyone's just waiting for the one person in their life who is going to make them feel worthless...then they'll realize what they've been doing to others all long.

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Edit:

After reading my post one more time, I realized some things were written in a manner that doesn't quite portray what im trying to say.

"When somebody truly cares, its creepy, or overwhelming, or annoying, yet they go about their lives wondering why they can't seem to find a decent guy, or girl, or friend. We overlook the tiny details that define what makes a wonderful companion for us in our lives, to what makes a person just another body who is just going to come in and out of your life"

I meant to say that most people think its creepy, overwhelming, or annoying when someone new feels a connection and tries to pursue a friendship, or relationship with them. It's like people are completely shut out from the world and only have eyes for people who meet their "criteria" of who they want to be seen and associated with, people who are deemed reputable enough to be friends with. It's like we don't care about what anyone has to offer as long as it benefits us. I know people who are friends with people who agree with all the things they do, be it wrong or right. so they never have an outside opinion of someone who thinks differently, but only think just like they do. All it creates is stupidity, in my opinion. People don't know how choose their opposite.

2 comments:

  1. The world has indeed gone completely mad. It's one thing to take pride in how you look, but when a person can't pass by a mirror without looking at themselves..It just shows you how far society has fallen.
    You write beautifully, btw :)

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  2. thank you. i just can't stand people anymore. Theyre robots and completely impersonal.

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