I can't fucking write. As much as I have feelings to let out.
I can't fucking write. Frustrated. The paragraphs I type end up hi-lighted and backspaced.
I'm sitting here speechless. Maybe that's just exactly how I feel.
Fucking...speechless..
All I want to do is throw-up all this ill mannered feeling I have stuck in my chest and in my head.
When will I let this go?

I dont even know what to write.
Im at a loss for words.
I want to take this heart and make it so it really hurts.
to build the scars for tomorrow, ill have a better today
knowing that things cant possibly get harder.
I 'll make it through, i pray.